Recession....where i seemed to loose all,but yet not all

Just don't know,

why this happened with me,

things are so confusing,

which once greeted with glee..

why am i the one,

trapped in this crowd,

there seems to be no opening,

where i can find my ground..

it was a time once,

when i dreamed of earning in dollars,

now is a time,

where i dream to earn..

still waiting for the day,

when these gray cloud disappears,

and am the one,

who conquers this fear..

Only then i ll have,

the dignity to wave at the ones who are near,

and only then i ll have,

the will to lead with utmost cheer..

All the boards,

would be calling me around,

then i ll be the one,

to accept or reject their pounds..

Then will the time,

i have been waiting for so long,

i ll ask her for the ring,

and there will be no obstructing moron..

know this is no time,

to dream so big,

but these are the moments,

i can still cherish..

this is no dream,

but my true life,

and am still ready,

to put up a fight....