Freaky Engineer

Since the moment,

i saw that sheet,

my eyes have gone red,

and gone is all that sleep...

Everyone around,

has got so busy,

yet i am the one,

running from being so freezy...

All of them,

seem so nerdy around,

i hate them all,

what's so nasty in here,

has the earth gone round...

Even the girls are gone,

mugging their notes,

am i fool,

still copying those wrotes...

I still wakeup late,

when there's everyone awake,

they all just stare,

& have a smile shared,

they still think the same,

stinks so cheap,

"Am gonna beat you,

 & take a big leap"...

I still not understand,

why do i wander,

the dates are so close,

and still i ponder...

Here comes the day,

the clock's running near,

i jump off the bed,

with a little fear...

Arrive those hours,

when schmucks overpower,

yet am the one,

busy taking a shower...

I enter the hall,

so neat & clean,

the questions seem so blurry,

that even my pen refuses to hurry...

I come out of the hall,

hiding all my tears,

those schmucks query me again,

"are you gonna clear"...

I look upto the heaven,

& murmur a little prayer,

"Not this time again,

i'll give my best next time,

& won't let you complain oh dear"...

All those dates,

somehow passed by,

they gave me some pain,

& a few tears...

The days yet again,

seem so nice & clear,

the stage is all set,

with all friends back & again near...

Moments just pass,

giving everytime a smile,

the girls seem so sexy,

after a long while...

The papers are checked,

the results are near,

there are a few worries,

still no fear...

Down comes the day,

i again didn't cleared,

i flush out my mind,

in thick heavy tears...

Everyone around,

pats my back,

& out comes the same line,

i've been listening for years,

"No worries pal,

 next time around,

 you'll sure clear"......

Greenery...Don't end it up !!

Listen to the rhythm of the falling rain,

its just so free without any pain,

the soothy smell of this wetty earth,

makes us still feel of the greenery dearth,

the heaven even cries,

for the shed down woods,

the people down here,

are still busy making their food....

Nobody cares what may happen next,

its just few articles and some touchy text,

has anybody ever,

thought of the depletion around,

it might not take long,

when there's nothing left,

except barren grounds....

oh my people !!

just listen to me,

care for the nature,

else we wont be,

care for the greenery,

else the planet wont be....

Recession....where i seemed to loose all,but yet not all

Just don't know,

why this happened with me,

things are so confusing,

which once greeted with glee..

why am i the one,

trapped in this crowd,

there seems to be no opening,

where i can find my ground..

it was a time once,

when i dreamed of earning in dollars,

now is a time,

where i dream to earn..

still waiting for the day,

when these gray cloud disappears,

and am the one,

who conquers this fear..

Only then i ll have,

the dignity to wave at the ones who are near,

and only then i ll have,

the will to lead with utmost cheer..

All the boards,

would be calling me around,

then i ll be the one,

to accept or reject their pounds..

Then will the time,

i have been waiting for so long,

i ll ask her for the ring,

and there will be no obstructing moron..

know this is no time,

to dream so big,

but these are the moments,

i can still cherish..

this is no dream,

but my true life,

and am still ready,

to put up a fight....

RECESSION-You NeVer Know Wats up Next.....

Its not been too long...neither the period has been something really short....but the breakdown of these three to four months has costed many their dreams. Just before Recession struck, there were many who were dreaming of bagging a job whose pay would be in dollars & afterwards, bagging a job even in the national currency was out of the scene.The scene has got even worser with time, the profile of the students have gone to all time low.Especially for those who are pursuing higher studies and were/are on the verge of bagging their careers.With no option left,everyone has now walked out for pursuing higher studies in their respective fields.
Everyone has their own priorities & goals to be targeted once set.And with this rash period on,almost everyone has forgotten about the same.All everyone is thinking about is somehow to meet the basic needs.All we have in hand is a badly accepted compromise whose impact will be there for some good time.Can easily remember times when on meeting the toppers of our senior batch, they used to talk of getting a good job in the giants, as of now they talk of somehow settling somewhere or even being able to make a start.
Sure, this is nothing just a period but for we people who are/were standing at one of the most important stage of our life.Its just like facing this sort of situation was out of expectation.All that is holding us is the patience & self-belief.So,without looking back & getting sad, we are ready to rock and roll.

Come whatever it comes, we are ready to face the blade....!!!!

My love-Its just my life ( just a rap )

Hey Guys n Gals,
b4 u read this,i wanna tell you.this is a rap,so better read it so but its a very touchy rap that just came out of nowhere for me. A line was enough to proceed further...

My love-Its just my life

I just don’t know,
what r u talking abt,
neither do i care,
what it is abt.
i havnt come here,
to take this shit along.
its just my life,
that am carryin along..

doesnt even matter,
who's listenin dis song.
its just for you baby,
that i stood even against the wrong,
i havent even cared,
what am i about,
i just want you here,
to listen me loud,
even thru da shadows of my own,
i ran away,
just for you and dreams of own..
its just my life,
that am carrying along..

why dont you care,
i still love you alot,
that rainy evening,
and dose rainy drops,
dose were the moments,
i still standby..
i just cant think,
y rnt u nearby,
am i still less,
than what you expected to be,
doesnt this matters,
that i walk alone..
its just my life,
that am carrying along..

am walking thru the dark,
these days alone,
but still i expect,
you would come and hold me on,
i just cant see you,
crying like this,
walk by my side,
i ll gift you a kiss,
wont let your tears,
to fall even once,
y cant u come,
leaving ur fears alone,
am still the same,
& love you even more than d days gone,
its just my life,
that am carrying along...

dont know how much,
i would link this to you,
just a little wish,
that i have in ma heart for you,
close your eyes,
and think abt me once,
am i still not in the frame,
where we two are the same,
lots of innocence and the pain,
but its the truth,
we have to face alone,
i wont leave your hands,
whatever may stand,
i wont let you ever,
face your fears,
i ll stand against them,
even if they take my tears,
i just want you,
to be with me,
i love you still the same,
even though,
i have faced the pain,
that's y i expect,
you would come along,
and hold me on,
and hold me on....

One Fine Day...

One fine day,

i saw a dream,

It had all d moments whom i wanted my lyf 2 scream,

all those moments were captured in a reel,

coz it had alot to do with my zeal,

it wasnt only about my name,

coz i wanted to earn a classy fame,

my dreams were in a lock,

till i got a pleasant shock,

down came my chance,

and i stood strong with a hefty stance,

i crossed all the hurdles vich came my way,

till i rested on puffy hay,

it was my need,

coz i wanted my soul to lead,

And it was only possible due to dis special ray- One Fine Day.....